Dec 24, 201910 minThe ResurrectionFrom about July 2018 to May 2019, life was pretty much normal. In September, I met one of my best friends in Los Angeles for a spiritual ...
Jun 5, 201812 minFrom Birth To FortyI grew up in Texas in the 1970s and 80s, not too far from what television depicted as the American Dream in middle-class suburbia, USA. I...
Jun 4, 20183 minWhy I wrote and published fb: a soul's journeyIn April of 2017, I began writing fb: a soul's journey. In truth, I had written parts of it since I was thirteen. As I mention in one of ...
Jun 3, 20186 minSoul Awakening: Union With Spirit in May 2017Since 2001, I've had Restless Legs Syndrome - a condition in which the nerves of the legs or arms flare up, causing them to ultimately tw...
Jun 2, 20184 minSoul Awakening: The Results So FarIn August of 2014, I got an incredible job, still in the software development field, but this time working the hours I wanted and at home...
May 30, 20183 minLearning to Trust My HeartNote: This relates to my Soul Awakening journey and was originally written in June 2014. I will update in future blog posts. As I stated ...
May 30, 20183 minSoul Awakening: What's Next?This is what I wrote in June of 2014, almost a month after I got back from South Africa. I will update what has happened since then in fu...
May 29, 20186 minSoul Awakening: Day 7Part 1 - The Body Maker It seemed like we had reached the end of my story, and least the important bits. We had one more session to go, ...
May 29, 20189 minSoul Awakening: Day 6Part 1 - The Forest's Gift to Me Once again, Arn was astonished at the events that occurred during my solo healing session, and when he a...
May 29, 20189 minSoul Awakening: Day 5Part 1 - Simcha, Boy of Light This morning, I admitted to Arn that a big part of my frustration yesterday was due to my inability to conn...
May 29, 20185 minSoul Awakening: Day 4Part 1 - Shadow's Origin Since I had put the seed of hate in my heart the previous night, Arn and I decided we'd try once again to see if...
May 29, 20188 minSoul Awakening: Day 2Part 1 - The Tool of Shame As I stated in the introduction, the morning of our second day marked, with very few exceptions, how we would ...
May 29, 20183 minSoul Awakening: Day 1Acknowledging Shadow Our first day began the day after I arrived. Arn thought it would be a good idea to start our journey with a hike dow...
May 29, 20184 minSoul Awakening: IntroductionIn May of 2014, I spent a week in Knysna, South Africa, with spiritual healer Arn “Zingdad” Allingham, as an exclusive client for one of ...
May 29, 20185 minCruelty: The little seed and the monsterNote: This was originally written and updated in 2014. This is the story of a little soul, a being, a seed among countless others. One t...
May 29, 20185 minGuilt, Punishment, and ForgivenessNote: This was originally written in December of 2013. Tuesday is going to be my last day of work at my current job. I've completely run...
May 28, 20186 minThe Betrayal and Deception of a WarriorThis was originally written in January 2014. As I have mentioned in my post about being a solider boy, I have felt trapped, imprisoned, d...
May 28, 20186 minThe Disavowing of Self as a Thirteen Year-Old Solider BoyThis was originally written in December 2013. In the summer of 1985, when I was a twelve year-old heading into seventh grade, my parents "Do what you're told. Don't question orders. Keep your head down." I felt this boy's jealously whenever he would see a kid that didn't share his prisoned life. Perhaps this other kid was enjoying eating a treat, or happily walking down the street with his parents or friends. I could see how in this life, that has carried with me, especia
May 28, 20189 minThe Strangulation of an Eight Year-Old Boy and the Redemption of His MurdererThis was originally written in December 2013. During the past several years, I have had the privilege of working with a dear friend of mi...