merxyn's musings

From about July 2018 to May 2019, life was pretty much normal. In September, I met one of my best friends in Los Angeles for a spiritual...

I grew up in Texas in the 1970s and 80s, not too far from what television depicted as the American Dream in middle-class suburbia, USA....

In April of 2017, I began writing fb: a soul's journey. In truth, I had written parts of it since I was thirteen. As I mention in one of...

Since 2001, I've had Restless Legs Syndrome - a condition in which the nerves of the legs or arms flare up, causing them to ultimately...

In August of 2014, I got an incredible job, still in the software development field, but this time working the hours I wanted and at home...

Note: This relates to my Soul Awakening journey and was originally written in June 2014. I will update in future blog posts. As I stated...

This is what I wrote in June of 2014, almost a month after I got back from South Africa. I will update what has happened since then in...

Part 1 - The Body Maker It seemed like we had reached the end of my story, and least the important bits. We had one more session to go,...

Part 1 - The Forest's Gift to Me Once again, Arn was astonished at the events that occurred during my solo healing session, and when he...

Part 1 - Simcha, Boy of Light This morning, I admitted to Arn that a big part of my frustration yesterday was due to my inability to...

Part 1 - Shadow's Origin Since I had put the seed of hate in my heart the previous night, Arn and I decided we'd try once again to see if...

Part 1 - The Tool of Shame As I stated in the introduction, the morning of our second day marked, with very few exceptions, how we would...

Acknowledging Shadow Our first day began the day after I arrived. Arn thought it would be a good idea to start our journey with a hike...

In May of 2014, I spent a week in Knysna, South Africa, with spiritual healer Arn “Zingdad” Allingham, as an exclusive client for one of...

Note: This was originally written and updated in 2014. This is the story of a little soul, a being, a seed among countless others. One...

Note: This was originally written in December of 2013. Tuesday is going to be my last day of work at my current job. I've completely run...

This was originally written in January 2014. As I have mentioned in my post about being a solider boy, I have felt trapped, imprisoned,...

This was originally written in December 2013. In the summer of 1985, when I was a twelve year-old heading into seventh grade, my parents...

This was originally written in December 2013. During the past several years, I have had the privilege of working with a dear friend of...